User blog:T42/Okay but Seriously

To finish something that was not said in Chat, and is actually kinda important for me to say, yes I'm actually going to write this blog posts. Now I'm tired as hell as I write this so its gonna be a little incoherent but here goes. I've been on this wiki for two years now, which hey is not much to alot of you admins but its a surprising amount of time for me. And, while I don't know all of you as well as I would like, what with this being the internet and all, you're all actually pretty important to me. This wiki is important to me.

Every day I'm here in one form or another, either procastinating about edits or sitting more or less alone on chat while I do other things. And for a long time, I really had an issue with the admins, how they behaved and so on. But Khal, Ork, Necrus, hell even you Imposter. Being on a podcast actually made me remeber how human you guys are too. And sincerly as of writing this I would have totally been in on some Hangout time so Necrus can tell me how racist I was being. Seriously, you guys are funny once you realize theirs no malice, or if it is its so cartoonishly overblown that its hillarious. Your just fans of the same medium as me, with your own little interconnected ways of doing things and internal jokes. I'm not gonna pretend to be "on of the cool kids" because thats a silly analogy, you dudes have been running this place for quite a while an no one is gonna become part of that ciricle of friends. You all actually know each other, and now with more open eyes, I can see how much fun you guys have here. Its gotta take a lot of love to run this place, as jaded as you all like to come off.

So I want to personally thank each and every one of you admins, of you chat mods, of you $17's who basically sit there in the chat for no explained reason, thank you for making this place feel like a sort of home. Its a madhouse but there is nowhere in the internet I'd rather be. And really you guys can take this post any way you want to, but I promise you I am being as sincere as I can be. It's been a pretty hard few weeks for me, and you guys have inadvertently pulled me through some tough times. So again, seriously, thank you all, and please, don't pull that taking down the chat thing often, I'd get lonely.