User blog comment:Tardir/I am leaving/@comment-2253300-20110422235605/@comment-9734625-20110423005627

Of course i am not the same person i was when i started here. I had a girlfriend i liked very much at that time, but she abandoned me, and that hurt me mentally. But anyways, so, i must do a lot that i don't want to do to make a chapter? Maybe, but if i don't like the stuff i must add to it to make it little likely to be NCF, then it is little likely that i will like it either. It is that simple. When i created the Red Crusaders i put into everything that i wanted the Chapter to have, and when i found out that i couldn't, i tried to make it CF without making it something i wouldn't like, but obviously that didn't work, so i was bound to remove them. But as said in my reply to Totalimmortal, if i get enough encouragement or whatever, i will stay and stuff.